The Death of Promikas

This is not so much as the death of a happy blue Draenei Mage. This is more about the death of a World of Warcraft (WoW) player. One simple man's testament as to why I no longer log on and play WoW. What brought this on was an email I received this morning from a dear WoW friend. It was offering me a bounty of things to come back and play WoW, but even the goodies (one character to Max 80, Free Realm Change, among others) the tug to return to Azeroth was brief. I have not played WoW in 8 months, and have no desire to return. I left WoW with my arms crossed across my chest, feeling betrayed. Not betrayed by members in my Guild, they were all swell chums, but by the designers of WoW themselves. But first, let me share my history in Azeroth with you.
In 2005, I first set foot in the World of Warcraft Universe. I logged on and created a Warlock Character by the name of Beowyn. Beowyn and I explored the reaches of the Eastern kingdoms. We marveled at Stormwind, we trudged through Goldshire (this was before it became a joke) and we even teamed up with some random folks to kill that pesky Hogger. Beowyn and I traveled for a while together. Then, in the Deadmines, I fell in with some rather nice folks. They recruited me in their guild, The Onyx Warlords, and I felt comfortable with them. They were nice folks, Gisagny, Torque, and Bubbacat. We chatted about the game as we ground our way to level 40. We got to know each other as we hoarded our gold for our first mount. We became friends as we traveled to Kalimdor and explored its treacherous shores. Those were good times. But like all things, peoples lives changed, and the guild fizzled and I was drawn to the dark side.
Palthu was born out of a desire to do some role playing. I joined an RP server and set up my own RP Guild. I was also dating one of the Guild members at the time (we were not introduced through WoW). The Durotar Trading Alliance was a fun, but relatively short lived guild, as it proved to be too difficult to keep everyone together, and the RP aspect became too much work. Regardless, I continued to play and even started a new main character on another RP server.
Malous had arrived as another attempt to RP in WoW. By this time, griefers were starting to appear, and the experience wasn't quite as rewarding. But, I had formed some friendships in the guild, and they prompted me to keep playing. This was when I first realized that something had changed in Azeroth and WoW. The Burning Crusade had been released and we were all trying to get to 60 so we could experience the new content. I was a member in a new guild, and we were getting along fine. But then things started to change directions. "You must be attuned to get X key so you can enter X dungeon for our Raid on Thursday". Where did the wonder of exploration go, the fun of completing a quest chain? Why did it feel more like I had taken on a second job instead of playing a relaxing past time? I left WoW for the first time in June, 2007
Oddly enough, it was through work that I returned to WoW. I had met a couple of co-workers at my new job that played WoW. They were telling me the wonders of the new expansion pack: The Wrath of the Lich King. I rushed up to the store and bought the expansion and quickly began a new character: Promikas. Prom (as he had become known) began his voyage as a young mage with the help of some co-worker friends. But it wasn't until he met up with a human priest, a member of The Irish. He was quickly recruited and I made a number of good friends within that guild. Not only did I love the members of the guild, but the content in Lich King was amazing. Rich with lore, visually amazing. And just play fun. Everything about WotLK was fun. the daily quests, the raids, the gear. I was learning everything that I needed to know about my character. And this guild was helpful. When the GM retired (after getting married), I followed a core of my 'guildies' to (eventually) Clan of the Fire Dragon. Another great guild. We were working our way up to defeat the Lich King himself when something terrible happened.

Cataclysm was released.

At first, there was great promise. We returned to Kalimdor to wage war with Deathwing and his elemental minions. It started pretty well, but something had changed. It seemed that the designers of WoW wanted to do two things at once. One, make the game more accessible to new players, and Two, make the game far more difficult for advanced players. Innovative new ways to be introduced to the game were set into the early stages of the game. When you would level up, the game was nice enough to tell you what you had earned. It was much easier to get good gear, and the quest destinations even appeared on your HUD.
Part two is what ruined the game for me. To make the game more difficult, the designers relied on converting what made the beginning of the game easier, and just did the opposite for the later parts of the game. Gear was difficult and required immense grinding to get. You couldn't even get into some dungeons with out the right gear score. Respawns were changed to incredibly short time, so after fighting through countless mobs, I would quickly be spawned on, and subsequently killed. Everything about the game became a grind. The new locations were boring and uninspired. They took me back 5 years to the Vanilla content in the original release. The interesting zones, the bizarre look of Outland, and Arctic Tundra inspired Wrath simply weren't there. Even the underwater zones were boring and, worst of all, confusing. The dungeons (when you could get into them) were terribly long, and take an immense amount of time to finish. It was just a poor expansion. I played long enough to get Prom up to 85. But, I just didn't have the heart or desire to continue. Maybe I was mad that I couldn't still roam around in Northrend and quest with my 'guildies' (phasing in Cataclysm is far too frustrating).

While I do miss my friends from Azeroth, I keep up with them through Facebook.
The question now is: Will I ever return to Azeroth? I think I can almost safely say, even Pandaren Monks can't drag me back.